to make us last

Love can be the strongest emotion possible. It lets you sharelife with someone allowing you to beyourself, knowing that the other is there for you whenever you need themto be. Sharing a love with someone meansunderstanding each other no matter whatthe circumstances are.Love means supporting each otherthrough all trials and tribulations thatare in each others lives. Love lets yousay whatever is on your mind, knowing thatan understanding ear is listening to you,and hearing each word that you speak, andknowing that you will not get attacked for what or how you feel. No matter what you say you will get all of the comfort that you might need from the other.Love lets you fill each and everyvoid you have ever had in your life. Loveis a warmth, a softness, and a wholeness and you never feel lonely again. You arecomplete as a person, happy with yourselfand with your life. To make love last you must never ever take the other for grantedif you do than it is certain you will losewhat may have been one of the best thingsyou have ever had in your life.To have a love that lasts theremust be truth, honesty, respect, anda commitment to each other. That means todo everything in your power to make itwork. Do not hold any feelings back. To have a relationship that will lastkeep each other in your hearts alwaysremind each other of that often.Spend time talking with eachother every day even if it is only a fewminutes. Do not let yourself become soinvolved with your own life that you forget to say "I Love You". Try not tohurt each other, but if it does happenbe passionate with each other.Love is the most precious giftthat can be given to you. Cherish it if you find it. Think about what tomorrow would be if you found yourself alone without the one you love.

dear friends...

k'Chika..beloved sister
Maurits...best friend
k'Toar...big brother
Juan...the Masterpiece, my twinkle star

thank u for taught me alot of things in this life,
thank u for make my life complete.
thank u for brought all i need to survive,
thank u for being the best persons in my life,
thank u for all good and bad times we shared together.
thank u for made me born again-when i lived the gloom ruins life ...introduce me the other side of this life..
thank u for ur pray...i know-and always knows u've prayed before me-
u guys means everything to me
i thank God that i found u guys...

eventhough we fell apart
i still believe we had each other inside the heart...
i do miss u everyday
sometimes i wish we go back to our past but it seems the failure wish to make...
i know-already realize-everything seems hardly changed...and life must go on..
i do dreaming everynite to see u guys in my dream..that's the causes my insomaniac!!
i do understand-the bad times which is hurts-all the things has made for our good..in HIS plan,rite??

i juz wanna tell the world that u'r the best....awesome!!!
no one could replace ur place-none-never...

i love u with all my heart
-achie-

aku yang bukan aku...

aku bukanlah aku.
aku hanya sepotong kisah dalam hidup beberapa orang.
aku hanyalah sepenggal kenangan yang tak nyata.
segores warna yang tertoreh dalam perjalanan waktu.
aku bukanlah aku karna diriku sendiri tertinggal di tengah penampian dan tak pernah ditemukan.
aku bukanlah aku karna hilang persinggahan.
tetap tersentuh dan terlihat mata.
sebagian nyata,sebagian mimpi.hanya ingatlah takkala aku pernah ada
dan aku pernah menjadi aku...

shakespeare

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand."
By Shakespeare

look...i was in the middle of nowhere coz i already lost my Twinkle star
i wish i could reach him but he was un reachable..
i can't even make a word to describe how much i miss him..
he's the love of my life....
i wish i could cheer up by staring at the star tonite...coz i know he were there for me.

eksistensi ku

kelahiranku adalah suatu masalah.
aku hidup untuk menerima masalah.
jelas aku tidak bahagia.
aku menyebut diriku setengah masokhis.
masokhisme biasanya diikuti sadisme.
tapi aku tidak sadis.
aku orang paling baik yang pernah ada.


-bukan saya,tapi mereka yang GILA...!!!-

Good bye,Luken

the day before yesterday. the rain was pouring. the weather was cold. i was in the studio my friend owened. spent the grey evening and had shared the laughter.

my phone rang, the message came juz like a thunder in the sky.

one of my fella passed away... cancer stole him away..

i terribly shocked. it's such a common thing to face the death, but it won't be the same if we face someone we were hang out together with passed away. i was bloody speachless...

i still remember the day we laughed together.

when we treat each other so bad- yes,we always did- becoz he was the weirdest one of all, it's a good reason to treat someboby wrong,isn't it?-and i meant it-,spilt out the jerky word for him-yes,we did. i still remember the day we had a bad argue about how bad was his life and how useless he was. we made it like silly jokes-while we didn't meant it-u know,he's one of the kind..

i don't think it's kinda funny thing to reminded when the person was die..

i felt sorry and terribly guilty.

i never knew he suffered a cancer, i never knew he was sick coz he never shown us the pain. he was ok at that time. but now he's gone...

and what i've learn fromthis situation is i cinsider how many person i've treated bad? how many times i've treated them like a shit? hard to figure out though..

maybe life is so short.

who's gonna be the next? we never know. maybe the person is the one i love the most or maybe i hate the most or maybe the one who's sitting beside me..as heaven knows!

i do understand to change the pattern of friendship, juz try to appreciate people as much as God is appreciating me, no matter how hard it'll work..juz try the best i can be

and to all the people i've known-no matter where u r..u know,i never meant to be that rude. as u know, no matter how bad we were, i still have a heart for you,guyz..

good bye our dear friend, Luken...

we won't find the one like u..

may u rest in peace..

love,

achie

L.V.Bethoven

to the immortal beloved...
good morning,
though still in bed my thougth go to you, my immortal beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn wheter or not fate will hear us. i can live wholly with you or not at all- yes,i am resolve to wander so long away from you until i can fly to your arms and say that i am really at home, send my soul enwrapped in you in the land of spirit.- yes, un happily it must be so_ you will be the more resolved since you know my fidelity- yo you, no one can ever possess my heart- none- never...
ever thine, ever mine, ever for each other...