HeartbreakeR

Saturday, December 18, 2004

and so this is chritmas....

...the war is over!! let's celebrate with the one you love the most and may the peace christmas bring fulfill ur heart...
so waste ur time with sadness and low coz it's christmas time.. time to share our love!!
have a wonderfull christmas..
hope this year will bring my dreams come true. i put my trust in JC to hear me this moment in time i wish i could go back to the time our love was strong and i wish i could have a heart to cope these things..
happy x'mas

when i say good bye..

...it will be forever! i know my time had not enough. it's time to end up everything behind us. things won't be the same again dear...
i can't deny my heart still belongs to you. but i know i can't fake reality. it's hurt to remind every single thing the memorize. can't figure out.
to all the people i love before..this is a farewell. my last good bye.
thank's guys and bye...

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

if i never wake in the morning...

sometimes i fall of my thought i wondering if i fall asleep tonight and i never wake in the next morning...i know life is short and unpredictable...

one day my friend gave the song from Ronan Keating-that was cover version- titled 'if tommorow never comes'..based on this song he told me how much he loved me everyday..
it was distrubing me alot at that time, when i wasn't consider it's means.

and now i do realize...
if it's happend on me, i know there's no regret at all.
even i know perhaps my dreams haven't come true yet...but it won't be a matter to me!
i know for sure where i'll be going to...

well...i have nothing to be proud of,and i have nothing to search in this world.

last but not least i wanna do is tell the world how i miss my TwinkLe Star alot everyday..how i tried hard to face the reality that this world never meant to us.

i do appreciate my familly more than anythin in this life...but i don't have a heart for them..u know, i tried so hard to cope those people!!
and i'm happy being the part of u guys...i'm happy being the part of this world.
that's if i have no tommorow. i'm happy and i'm thankfull to the Lord Jesus